Currently [re]reading; Armour - John Steakley, Speaker For The Dead - Orson Scott Card.
Currently thinking;
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you too.
Haha. We don't talk much either anymore. Hardly ever as a matter of fact (did I say that for the last person? Maybe I did).
Basically everything in the last post applies to this post, but... I just feel like I ought to write another one. What happened to friendship. Family. I don't know. Everything. Sometimes I just sit here, questioning where everyone went. Over-dramatic or whatever, but sometimes I just bring back memories and I wonder what happened to the closeness everyone felt back then. Especially between us in particular. I remember a point in time where I could go to you for anything and everything. You were someone I would always confide in for every issue I had. To be honest, it was somewhat selfish on my part considering how little advice or assistance I could give to you for your problems, but still, I miss it. Nowadays we greet each other with an occasional hello, but not much more than that. You've mentioned it in the past too, how little we talk now. But I guess that's life.
Still... I guess I just wanted to say, regardless of that separation and that... lack of communication anymore, I remember, and I'll just... always be there I guess? Oh, and thank you for everything. For all of the time, for all of the compassion you showed me, however undeserved.
Hahah, I'm getting sort-of worked up writing this. Teary haha. There's no real way for me to express my thanks and/or to show you how much you've helped me, knowing or unknowingly.
Just thank you. So much.
When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still inside.
I don't know how but I feel sheltered in your love
You're where I belong
And when you're with me if I close my eyes
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time
Somewhere between
The heavens and earth
I'm frozen in time
Whether you know it or not, your approval, your trust, your unconditional care and yeah, just everything. It's helped me through so much. For years, you've allowed me to believe in myself. Thank you.
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