Lost. [not found]

So... Oikos was interesting today. Sorta. I am never going back to germantown oikos again. I realized a few things today;
1- the bible is written in horrible english, at least NIV version. though i'm not exactly one to talk.
2- adults irritate me.
3- i despise praying. i see no more reason in it. in all honesty, my opinion is that it's bullshit.
4- my personal take on most parables/lessons in the bible is rejecting. very. very. rejecting.

whatever.

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i feel lost. legitimately lost. i feel as if i say that often. i can't exactly remember. blanking out crucially these days. sdiagjdsiogmaovmromegsg. whatever. i love that word. the entire idea behind it. whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever.

what. fucking. ever.
i just dont give a shit about anything anymore haha.

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so, ive got a lang project for my final. two actually. ones a reflection on how english classes over the years have effected me as a writer. im actually looking forward to this one. the other's a reflection on any event/time period/occurrence in my life that's effected me drastically. i might actually need time to think about this. theres so much i could write about, but cramming it all into three pages is going to be a struggle.

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i want to fly away.