i swear, i have like 10 blogs, and like more than one on each website --;
haha. but anyways.
so. this will be somewhat personal of one, i guess. sorta. maybe. depending on if people find this one too :p

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thought comes with difficulty. im not sure what i believe. what i... yeah. im not entirely sure about anything. school, ive lost motivation. church, i don't know if i want to deal with. i know it's right... well, i assume its right. yet i can't defend it as wholeheartedly as i once used to. nowadays its more or less obligatory to just go. sigh. the future. now that's one area where i know im screwed. i may be taking off quite some time from after high school...
money sucks. 300+ obligations, 300 again for summer school haha. foolish me.
still one issue that i never directly address...