I miss...

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you.

I have some abnormal, obsessive dedication to the past. So often when I just have time to think and am alone, my mind just wanders to people, memories, yaddayaddayadda. [always wanted to say that some reason. LOL] Recently though, it has been more focused on like... forgotten friendships.
I remember some time ago when we would just be able to talk. About the random-est stuff, but there were things where we would relate. I could look to you for guidance, trust in you to be there for me whenever I was down, and damn sure that was often. You always believed in me, trusted in me to succeed, to become who I want to be, and have the potential to be. Whenever I would stumble, you'd be there to pick me up, no matter how stupid the problem. Be it something stupid over girls, or just... spiritual regression, or anything, family problems, whatever, you were just always there. And I loved you for that. For that constant figure of companionship that you embodied; loved you for that approval I felt. Whether you knew it or not, your approval could send me flying sky high, but your disappointment had the potential to drive me to the ground.
But seems to be a recurring theme in my life, of things fading away. Over time I guess we just stopped talking as much. Our friendship for the most part, faded. My trust in you remained, but that bond, closeness and that... feeling of family slowly disappeared. I wonder if that rings a bell as some read this.

Can I ask you,
Where'd you go?
I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Please come back home...

I Miss. I Love. I See. I Remember.